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//...The bandaid only covers the bullet hole...\\
Created on 2003-12-20 22:58:25 (#1647596), last updated 2005-04-07
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Basic Info| Name: | heart_shapedb0x |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 04-09 |
| Location: | long island, New York, United States |
BioI Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath.
can tell its your turn, i smell the sulfur so clear and fire's a beautiful sound and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear and ashes just fall to the ground yeah we're only ashes
//I cause nothing but troble.
//incinerate whats left of this and torch the part of me that's you
//so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
X.x when i'm there i'm there. x.X
Diary of an anorexic cutter.
We can live like jack and sally if you want, we will have halloween on christmas...where are you? and i'm so sorry, i can not sleep i can not dream tonight.
don't waste your time on me your allready a voice inside my head.
you can touch my perfectly possitioned hip bones with featherlight finger tips like razzorblades. carve with mosit lips betrayal into my neck, while i cringe and squirm staring into jade green eyes. i shrink smaller each day as my mirror makes me larger inch by inch, your my monster....theres a dirt on me, under my skin i can't quite wash off....but your how it got there. your smile like poison. put me on a pedistal, laugh at my imperfection, your touch is addictive, like candycanes laced with cyadine, you bring out the worst in me, strip me bare for the whole world to see, peraly white flesh tainted with crimsiom scars. I crave you, like a pyro does a fire. like a serial killer his next victim, i'm your victim, captivated by false truths. the burns you leave linger longer then your taste, like blood mixed with gun powder, with a dash of arcinic and lace. i'm your puppy tugg on the chain around my neck till it cuts to the bone, i'll play your games, russian rulette, spinn the gun on the table...if the barrrel points to me possition it between my eyes and pull the trigger, if it points to you i shoot blanks. painted perfection mold me as you wish, touch me i'm your whore i promiss i wont tell..i wont move hell i'll lay here and let you do as you wish for you are to never know i'm in hell..i dream of kings and queens and head less men..look but don't touch....i'm like a baby whos done a bad deed slap my hand, push me away, your like postive and i am negative....we clash..when mangatized....your drawn to me like a head on colission.....like prey,you swallow me whole....traped between your teeth, you block the sun...your my addiction....fixtated on your jet black eye lashes,my will power is shot and you can hold out for a decade, i took the bait, i'm weak, take advantage of me, i know everything about you, you know nothing about me.....where this phone call ends....your what's really wrong with me....wrap this up and lable it friendship, if this is a friendship, we are going about it the wrong way.
can tell its your turn, i smell the sulfur so clear and fire's a beautiful sound and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear and ashes just fall to the ground yeah we're only ashes
//I cause nothing but troble.
//incinerate whats left of this and torch the part of me that's you
//so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
X.x when i'm there i'm there. x.X
Diary of an anorexic cutter.
We can live like jack and sally if you want, we will have halloween on christmas...where are you? and i'm so sorry, i can not sleep i can not dream tonight.
don't waste your time on me your allready a voice inside my head.
you can touch my perfectly possitioned hip bones with featherlight finger tips like razzorblades. carve with mosit lips betrayal into my neck, while i cringe and squirm staring into jade green eyes. i shrink smaller each day as my mirror makes me larger inch by inch, your my monster....theres a dirt on me, under my skin i can't quite wash off....but your how it got there. your smile like poison. put me on a pedistal, laugh at my imperfection, your touch is addictive, like candycanes laced with cyadine, you bring out the worst in me, strip me bare for the whole world to see, peraly white flesh tainted with crimsiom scars. I crave you, like a pyro does a fire. like a serial killer his next victim, i'm your victim, captivated by false truths. the burns you leave linger longer then your taste, like blood mixed with gun powder, with a dash of arcinic and lace. i'm your puppy tugg on the chain around my neck till it cuts to the bone, i'll play your games, russian rulette, spinn the gun on the table...if the barrrel points to me possition it between my eyes and pull the trigger, if it points to you i shoot blanks. painted perfection mold me as you wish, touch me i'm your whore i promiss i wont tell..i wont move hell i'll lay here and let you do as you wish for you are to never know i'm in hell..i dream of kings and queens and head less men..look but don't touch....i'm like a baby whos done a bad deed slap my hand, push me away, your like postive and i am negative....we clash..when mangatized....your drawn to me like a head on colission.....like prey,you swallow me whole....traped between your teeth, you block the sun...your my addiction....fixtated on your jet black eye lashes,my will power is shot and you can hold out for a decade, i took the bait, i'm weak, take advantage of me, i know everything about you, you know nothing about me.....where this phone call ends....your what's really wrong with me....wrap this up and lable it friendship, if this is a friendship, we are going about it the wrong way.
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ana, anime, anorexia, anorexic, armor for sleep, bats, blood, bmi, boys night out, brand new, broken glass, broken heart, cutting, ddr, death, dvds, ed, eyeliner, goth, long island, love, mia, mp3, msi, new york city, pain, perfect, plugs, pretty, punk, radiohead, reading, skinny, sleeping, something corporate, sunflower seeds, taking back sunday, the casket lottery, thin, weight loss
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